hiash... super tired :z

wanna sleeepp...dun wanna sleepppppppp :(

why is everyone sad nowadays :o

hiash..
hope gy cheers up :D never give up dear!!

and farhanna! cheer up :D

dont be sad yeas??

kays so yea... shall go sleep now kekke

byebey

-the happiest person need not necessarily have the best of everything, he/she just makes the best of everything.
you havent lost the battle till you say "i give up"

Day 1

hohoho. met up wif Diaz at 6 30 at tiong :)
saw debbie, jason :D
uhhh they got soo little bagss!! UHHZZ
then was teasing jason bout joann :p
HHEHEH.. YAY LUV JOANN!!
she brought two bags tooo :D
but her sleeping bag in her bag ;x
hoho so then we ate burger and drank milo :D then go!! hohoho.
walked to school blah blah everyone dump their bag on the floor...
so later we got to know whose group we were in charge of (facils) then we split and did objective settting.
i was incharge of the 2nd batch YIPPEE :D
but gy and sj in charge of diff group from me :(
sadddedd...
then later had objective setting blah blah... boringg.. then left school :D
so we reached then was settled down in the dorms :D
YAY 2D GURLS ALL 2GETHER :D
awesome:)
then we had the team bonding games and stuff..
we took super long fer the leap of faith or smth?? didnt complete it in the end though zz
hohoho.. okay....
hmmmzzz yea/.. then had the camp prep. suckeddd horrible man!!
alot peeps were not cooperating :(
hiashhhh sooo it wasss terriiibblleee...
then it was OUT DOOR COOKING!
omg it was AWWEESOME :D
though it was just maggiiimeee :)
it tasted like decent food :D hehehe
then cleeaaaning up was gross though...
then had the song session....
AND NIGHT HIKE :O
diana kept falling down :c
BUT GOOD LO! coz gimme warning :3 heheehhe
then we had supper and debrief (IT WAS FREAKING LONG.... ZZZ)
shower... we were like the last ones to shower so we went to the guys open shower thing that gurls could go... gross :x
everyone was like wearing unders... i was wearing all though hhaha
then nitez :D felt itchy :(

day two!!
awesome :D frgt wat we had fer breakfast... then area cleaning :o which was veli fast :)
then went fer the nature guided walk zz
abit too long ba..
BUT GY GAVE ME THIS COOL THING... ERM... A PLANT SEED?? OR SMTH :D DIANA OSO HAS IT :D
kays then the tour guide gave us this dried fig to eat. I HATED IT TO THE CORE D: GROSSS
everyone else said it was like nice ok blah blah ??
and mrs lee was with us :D hehehehheh
then we had luncheeeeeee
thennn it was ZIP/ABSEELLOIIIGGGG ;D HOHOHO
SUPER SAD.. OMG.... WE AT FIRST COULD GO ZIP LINE... BUT COZ OF SMTH.. ZZZ THEN CANNOT :(
absailing hurt hands crap :(
my hands were numb and i couldnt take off the glovess coz cannot move fingers!!!!
so after that was rockclimbing/challengepole. did both b4 but i wanted the rockclimbing:D!!
hands hurt alot too after tat zzzz
hiashhhh didnt make it to the top :(
then it was the STATION ONES :D
ours was this net thing...didnt wanna go
then the instructors bully me :(
that Rashid also!!
the station bellayer or smth was like, eh cheryl cum help me do smth uh, i wanna test this harnest, put your leg inside...
im not some 5 yr old kid man =.=
then Rashid kept knocking my helmet... say i have to go up..
then the old old instructor also..
took this stone and was like, i mark you le... or smth o.O
alot pple oso nvr go lo... :(
nvm after all i didnt go :D hehe kinda escapeee silleeennttly :x hehehe
then had another camp fire prep ourselves..
had a WAYYY GREATER CHEER :D
ok.. blah blah blah dinnerr blah then smth and CAMP FIRE :D hehehheheh
blah blah blah... camp fire blahhhh... then we did the cheer :D quite awesome :)
then they let us shower like batch by batch :D awesome!!!!!
then i bathed DECENTLY :D and was half sparkly clean:)
coz the lights were out... couldnt see..
thx mx fer the shined torch on the ceiling :D
k then had supper and sleeepp :D

 day three:)

 nth much ... hehehe
area cleaning!!!!
boys cleaned toilets gurls clean dorms :)
awesome heheheh
then after that we like slacked in the dorm..
i wanted to use the water pushing thing!! siu seng was using it :(
hiashhh sad.. but i just stayed in the dorm and watchedddd
then later had prize presentation :D heheh
im humble :s random hehehh
but happeee coz i got like one of the 4 outstanding facils heheehhehehehe.. so much fer shifu( bows) saying with me the camp will be horrible :p.. though it wasnt tat nice a camp hehehe
then got this bottle?? k k then we went back to school!
will miss mean rashid instructor :(
said byebye and went./..
well the other stuff aint relavant... ahahhaha just bored to say... ok camp post ova ;) byebye
-ozzeeozeee bored..

yoz yoz yoz :D
super tired now and bored..
dun wanna sleep :3
shall blog bout cell first :)
CELL :D
met up with jess at bout like 5 40??? haha
she ask me go earlier in the end she late =.= aiyo lah.. naughty haha jkjk :p
heheh so then we went kopitiam and slacked fer awhile coz full :(
then instead of eating thr we went niwa to eat :D
sadly i took the last chawaamushi!! :0
kays i ate one chawa and one sushi and jess ate 2 sushi :)
then mrt-ed to red hill and walked to mobil to get a pie :)
went to church after tat :o
it was like about 7???
soo early :(
super hot....
saw phuisee :D
then some other church pple cum tok tok tok
(awwwwkwardd..)
then the others came... it was like almost 8 isit/? late :0 lol
then went up blahblah (super sleepy then :( )
leng shan bought us choc :D didnt eat coz throat dry.. heheh but i still ate it tday :x
then ermm this lady i tink she is a pastor ;x (OHMIIEEE I DUNO HER NAME :O)
came and told us this story
:O LUVV IT :O
was so amazed i almost cried :o
STOORRRiiiEEE :D
this man, a father and a cop, reached home and heard the cry of his wife.
as a cop, he has seen many cases like this and he knew something wasnt right.
he went to the bathroom and saw that his son had (was it purple skin or purple lips>??) and black eyes. [dead :0]
coz he was watching the tv and the tv fell into the water.. he was electricuted and died
then the father still prayed as he knew the only thing to do was pray
he prayed and prayed.
the medics came and wat eva they did, there was no heart beat.
but the man continued praying, then suddenly there was a beep
the son was alive, but still in coma :D ahhhhh his prayer was answered :D
but the docter said even if he wakes up, he would only have about 1 percent IQ.
but the father did not believe him, he continued praying for the boy.
when the boy woke up, the father asked him many questions. the boy answered like how a normal person would answer!!
he told his father, an angel pulled his soul out of his body, and brought him to a place which was heaven
he saw other people which he named to his father, the father was shocked as he knew these pple were his relatives, ones which have passed away. that the boy would not have known
then, then he met Jesus, Jesus asked him if he would like a tour around heaven
the boy described the floor was pure gold and the relatives were living in mansions.
then after that, Jesus told the boy, it was time to go back.
the boy did not want. Jesus told the boy to be a full time evangelist
so the boy returned.. and told this to his dad.
now, though the doctor affirmed that the boy would have little IQ, he had gotten a degree(i frgt wat degree but veli smart one :D) and he is now a full time evagelist.
OMG HAALLLEELUGHHHAAA!! T.T i duno why i find it touching :(
-tatsthekindoflifeinheaven:D

im better :D
hooray!
thank God :D
heheheh.. sad still cant eat some stuuf :(
com is laggingg :( zzz
CANT WAIT FER THIS FRIDAY :) HEHEHEHEHHEEHHEEH
YAY!! HOHOHO :)... k... duno wat to post hm
shall disturb pple on msn.. ehehhe byebye...

-coughcougheuksss slide away :p

i duno why but ö this facinates me o.O

hiashhhh
stomach hurts :(

thx fer prayers :)

it feels better than just now :)

still feel v uncomfortable though :(

hiashh

must recover fully b4 this sat!! dun wanna miss the facil thhinggyyy

and i need to pass mr teo the forms :o

k so i wanna go rest lerh :) byebye

watching secret now :D

its super nice :D heheh

k shall post bout tday tmr :) and upload the pics tmr :D or someother day :D byebye :)

tday went out almost whole day :o hohoho
woke up stiff.. whoole body ache,... except handsz:D
went to get a new DS game!
go father!!!! heheehh
wanted to get crocs but dont have my size for the one i want T.T
sadeddeddedd....
hiyaaa i rmb
was in robinsons
saw this old lady working :(
super sad
first think i asked myself was: why was she still working??
kinda sad:(
well maybe her family has financial difficulties or smth??
hiya nvm look on the bright side, she just wants to past time??
:(
..... okkk heheh
aghhhh sleepppeee :D
maybe going to play ds fer ahwhile later then snorreee my soul to dream land
LEG CRAMP.. form drama
zz hurts like mad if i dont move and suddenly move :(
tmr going run hope its better:)
need to stretch the muscles hohoho
SO SAD!! ONLY 2 PPLE CUM FER AUDITIONS FER DRAMA T.T
how to 'share' the juniors among each other D: gwen said some didnt know got audition!
STILL GOT HOPE!!!!
YEAA!!! WOOOHUUU!!!
yay cant wait fer little adorable juniors to look after :D
tmr going church then going out with sistiess :D yay!!!!
cant wait:D
hohoho
kays gtg byebye :D

- flying away with leg crampzzz xDD the nnannyyy lifts off!!!!

GO happiness!! :D
heheh i feel super happeeee now :D
but sleep...
kinda excited fer tmr :D
wonder wat we gonna do in drama :O
then later got cell!!
:D
OSOME:D
the thing tat ruin this day was... COUGH :(
DRY COUGHHHH UHHHH my throat is still ok heeennnggg uhh!!!
aw keep chips away :( shall not be tempted!
heheheheh
im gaining more weight :o CRAPSS!!! :(
chickenchimpanzees:O tmr got pe hohoho
hope can play bball? net ball? or smth :D
kekek i need to get up and play :DDD yea!! i need to grow taller b4 height and weight check 1st!
sooo pls dun let it be tmr :0
must be taller then claudia :D hehhe
hehhehee
gtg byebye :)

-cluckclucKMoOmOOQUaCCCK!

 chicoowuck signing off :D

kinda sick :(
didnt go school
having this horrible running nose/nose block :(
so haf to breath through mouth sometimes..
sad going to miss drama
gosh :( wonder wat they doin..
i kinda miss improf for drama :( hiash.
looking forward to cell on friday:)
and also sunday! church and maybe goin out with annie,jessie gaoz! hope stephie can cum :(

kays got to go do work :(
hiashhh byebye :)

-trace back the old footsteps, know your past to understand your future...

Today was quite sad..
i dont know why... haha... ok.. well i fell like 3 steps down the stairs.. heheehh.. yea...

ok bye...

want to go church... badly...
my christian life is soo....
i need to do something about it...
somehow
i still feel like i am someone who is unfit to have friends..
i just need to find out why i am constantly sad...
it sux to be sad.
and i want to be happy.
i duno why am i usually sad...
happiness is so much better
something is missing..
juz need to piece it together......

i need to forgive.. like you did.
its even more encouraging that a friend knows how to forgive..
whats worse, i dont even know the truth...
its a small matter
well, started with a small matter...
now... i dont even know who to trust..
maybe its that i know who i can trust.. but fear to be lied to again.... God, i hope you are storing my tears now...